Conflicting Conscience

Nothing to say,

So please go away...
This is truly not my day,
To go along way...
I can't stay,
But you may...
So let me be... just to pray.

Nothing for you,
Although there is something to do.
I know... you want to...
Though I wish it was not true.

Don't be sad...
I want you to be glad.
Though I am mad...
I'm just a little lad.

I'm just in the blues...
Because I'm in love with you!

-KSD-

this lonely night...

Upon the rooftop... I stared at the moonlight,

Seeing you... so clear and so bright.
Wondering about you... in the middle of the night,
Wising to see you, but have not the courage nor might.

Long hours passed... through this lonely night...
Yet long before the sunlight's lights.
And now... I see the light in my sight,
But wishing that it was, night.

-KSD-

Dreams May Hurt

Dreams, dreams, they come and go,

But stays, in my heart and do not go.
Painful, painful, memories... I do not wish to dream.
Cannot forget, yet hunts me in my dream.
WHY... does these dreams burn in my heart...
Which scars my heart and my feelings hurt.

Dreams, dreams they come and go,
But stays in my heart and do not go.
Like a curtain, it blinds me, is this reality or my fantasies?
Torture in my bare beating heart!
WHY... is this happening so?
This, I may never come to know.

-KSD-