Conflicting Conscience

Nothing to say,

So please go away...
This is truly not my day,
To go along way...
I can't stay,
But you may...
So let me be... just to pray.

Nothing for you,
Although there is something to do.
I know... you want to...
Though I wish it was not true.

Don't be sad...
I want you to be glad.
Though I am mad...
I'm just a little lad.

I'm just in the blues...
Because I'm in love with you!

-KSD-

this lonely night...

Upon the rooftop... I stared at the moonlight,

Seeing you... so clear and so bright.
Wondering about you... in the middle of the night,
Wising to see you, but have not the courage nor might.

Long hours passed... through this lonely night...
Yet long before the sunlight's lights.
And now... I see the light in my sight,
But wishing that it was, night.

-KSD-

Dreams May Hurt

Dreams, dreams, they come and go,

But stays, in my heart and do not go.
Painful, painful, memories... I do not wish to dream.
Cannot forget, yet hunts me in my dream.
WHY... does these dreams burn in my heart...
Which scars my heart and my feelings hurt.

Dreams, dreams they come and go,
But stays in my heart and do not go.
Like a curtain, it blinds me, is this reality or my fantasies?
Torture in my bare beating heart!
WHY... is this happening so?
This, I may never come to know.

-KSD-

Poisonous dart

It comes to me day and night,
Till I was in a fright.
It burned in my heart,
Like I've been hit by a poisonous dart.

Some says, it is a cure, that cures you,
While other say, it is a trick to lure you.
But, it burned in my heart,
Like I've been hit by a poisonous dart.

The sweetest dreams, I thought they're true,
But waking up to reality, really makes me blue.
And it burns in my heart,
Like I've been hit by a poisonous dart.

Will there be no cure, for me to take?
Will there be no spell, for this curse to break?
It burns in my heart...
Like I've been hit by a poisonous dart.

-KSD-

Prologue (The Rivers of Time)

Time... it flows like a river. The speed is cruel yet true, it enslaves us like a mule. And yet no one is able to stop it nor will able to. But the speed of time is different for each person.

It is impossible to forget the memories of our younger days...

The light that reflects upon the river of time, is a true friendship. Like time, we move, like the river. Even though we wish to stop, the river of time forces us to move on and on, till the time has run out for each of us...
Each day we get older, we are more attached to the memories of our younger days.

The growth of us can be seen on the surface of the river's water. Love for one another grows stronger and firmer by time.

Time can change anything in this world but it can never change our memories.